As I was walking into church on Sunday, a cold chill went up my spine.
You're going to die alone, a voice whispered to me. You won't have any friends or any family around and you're going to die alone.
As I got inside the church and looked at all the couples around, and people with their children, I felt like there was more validity to this than just a simple premonition.
I truly felt alone. I felt like my family was not going to be there anywhere close to me, and I felt like I would never truly bond with my daughter.
My doubts - my issues - all felt like they were bubbling to the surface, and that they would prevent me from having any type of happiness.
But the enemy often tries to use doubt and fear as paralyzing agents. He uses whatever weapon he can to separate you from God.
I always have to remember, life has a way of kicking you down; God has a way of keeping you up.
You're going to die alone, a voice whispered to me. You won't have any friends or any family around and you're going to die alone.
As I got inside the church and looked at all the couples around, and people with their children, I felt like there was more validity to this than just a simple premonition.
I truly felt alone. I felt like my family was not going to be there anywhere close to me, and I felt like I would never truly bond with my daughter.
My doubts - my issues - all felt like they were bubbling to the surface, and that they would prevent me from having any type of happiness.
But the enemy often tries to use doubt and fear as paralyzing agents. He uses whatever weapon he can to separate you from God.
I always have to remember, life has a way of kicking you down; God has a way of keeping you up.
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